Wishful Thinking

Can I come to peace with the piece of my life?
Is this meant to be a storm that I can never get a hold of?
To use the words be strong have faith because change is going to come
Come how
Come when
Come to who
Seriously I'm supposed to believe in the impossible implementation of
What could happen with no physical proof of this happening
To me
Personally
Life has ups and downs
Yes I’m the first to hold this true
However
The vague unresponsive dead weight of
Positive words seem to kill me each time it’s spoken
Seriously I’m supposed to believe in the possible
With a set of words that linger in the air like promises of 40 acres and mule
Drowning in the hope that change is going to come
What about the words change will not come
Charge down the hope
Beeline towards the truth in tomorrows another day and shit will still follow.
Don’t give me the work of telling myself its okay
It’s alright
That life will be okay in spite of
The light at the end of the tunnel speech ]
Hum bullshit
Just tell me there’s no hope no chance no will
Maybe
I might see the light you speak of