Life has this funny way of making you raise that what we as people are now doing is not what we are supposed to done. I would chase what I thought I wanted to figure out that it was wrong for me and I would be hurt. Now that I have moved forward from that type of thinking and my energy is elsewhere I am well known by those who did not want what I was chasing them for. It's weird in a sense that when I gave in now it is the reverse. Humm ... I don't want that any longer but how do I go about focusing on the new one yet it is not to the standards of the others.
The feeling is a bit different and is not what I am accustomed too which is why I have foucsed so much .. I guess I know what I need to do