Friday, July 29, 2005

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Car

I hate car shopping its a pain in my ass. I have to figure out what kind I want what color what amenities how much I want to pay when do I want to do any test driving how much I want to put down how much I want to monthly payments to be make sure to car is in good condition. Once that is all figured out then I have to go to the dealership or on line or the darn paper to find the car.
Arugh!
Then when I buy the car something better or cuter comes along and I'm like kicking myself for not waiting.. I do not like multiple choices of a good thing then again I could take public transportation that is better for the world only if the damn system here was more on time I would take it it had like all night hours would be peachy so Im stuck getting a car if I want to get around this town.. Which doesn't make sense the system in san Fran is better but coming to the capital and it blows go fig. Its kind like damned if you do and damned if you don't. hahah

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Humm

How can you make me love you when the time comes to show your face you give me a different view of you . What makes you think I care what it looks like could you tell me the truth of the matter please.

How can you change the world when no one seems to care. When you give me you're hand you ask for something in return with the other. Give me a chance to show my appreciating before telling me that you want something in return.

When is enough enough could the fastest win the race by stepping on others. It seemingly is correct here that if I step on you I could win .. If you ask me to help I could make the stepping easier.

Who says you're right and I'm wrong. Could it be that I could convince you that my way is right make it the standard by telling 100 more people which could make it the reality. Could you see that I could brainwash you with out even putting you in a cult look at society and how easy I could do that ..

you say you're an individual I say who told you that . Could you be individual and look the same act the same and still be in a group. All I need to do is tell you what an individual is give you a role model and you think you are.

sad to say there is no such thing just call yourself a faded copy of another person idea a carbon copy that has been written on before instead of on its own.

If you were an individual would you think the way you do talk the way you do dress the way you do .. Someone had to inspire you the thought was not original cause if it was why can some find something the same or similar

think of what created who you are and state I am a person in the world absorbing what is around.. I am a person not an individual