Infatuated Love

Falling in infatuation with one
Not seeing both sides to every song
Building a home with no foundation
Seeing a future with no past
Keeping the “love” alive during daydreams in the mind.
Never seeing signs of illusion that are fading out and reality setting in.
Ever been infatuated with a man only to know he doesn’t see you in the same light
To wonder when the getting to know stage disappears as soon as it starts
To find out that he’s infatuated with another person and you’re the last to know
It’s not desperation or despair but pain as if you were intimate with this person
But the intimacy is with words and never touches you. You hear sentence never used in the context spoken and hope so much for the right man to come in your life and speak to you in the manor he has for a few days.
Seems like you’re a helpless fool wasting time away pining for this right man. His words seem so right like God had planed the timing just right. But you know your relationship with God is poor so you’re left in the dark to figure out if it is worth pursuing or learning from. Since you’re left to your own devices the choices are
Become bitter and think all men are liars or
Move on and know that there are good men out there.
The choice lies with how many times this has happened in the past
If the past has been filled with lies the bitterness will resound
If the past has been filled with truth hope will come to light.
How ever truth can become lies and lies truth so the struggle will come with how each of us copes with failure.
Ah failure
The dust yourself off and try again routine
Like love is job and you haven’t found your fit.
See love is not as easy as life
Where you can pick yourself up and move on to bigger and better things.
See there is emotions behind each touch every word and those moments in time stick
Strong than a paycheck every 1st and 15th
You can’t go back to school to acquire a new degree a different out look on life
O that’s right we have to pick ourselves up and try again or wait on perfect timing.
See love is career choice that you must work hard on constantly changing and learning to stay profitable in the business.
The business of having the right one
But how when most of the loves in life are mere infatuations.